sun in hand!

a moment in life...

There are times in life that make you think
why sail on a ship you know will sink...
you ride the waves, some high some low
uncertain waters,you go with the flow
no shore in sight no will to fight
you kill the hope for all respite
bereft,uncared you drown alone...kicking waters with hurting bones
shoulders heavy,the mind all jammed...aimless plunge to destination 'DAMNED'
deep within darkness surrounds
panic to pain, your senses drown
you feel you are dead or worst, still alive...
the longer it takes the longer the strife
and just when you embrace the end
you witness a moment in time transcend
wheel-chair bound a crippled man
surviving the odds the best he can
A broken soul he tries to hide
behind a tranquil smile of pride
with a will of steel he conquers life
moving ahead though hurdles rife
That moment you look at YOU and think
"I have it all and yet I sink!"
shallow you feel to loose your ground
ungrateful though blessings abound
you just didn't try too hard you know
blamed the world and let it go
cursing life and cussing fate
you miss out the phrase "Its never too late"
though a perfect life is a perfect lie
yet, to perfect life we all should try
be a reason for someone elses smile
a ready shoulder for friends to cry
a laugh,a tear,some sorrow,some fun
give 'a moment of life' for someone!:)

I free the rebel inside...

I free the rebel inside...

Bliss and blessed life goes on
normal and tested from dusk till dawn...
some come, some go
some high, some low
indifferent I sail a placid flow
life moves on, no risk, no shame
I master the craft of this monotonous game...

Though I surrender, I besiege my soul
no love, no lust hold allure
sick and tired of pretentions demure
my 'Being' play dead to life unsure

This world, that Heaven I bequeath to those
who dare not rename a flower thats Rose...
day in day out I perish my soul
live up to a name that means no more

If this is alive..I better not be
I long to live...coz I'm born free.

Of a lonely mind and a forlorn heart
on a road less travelled the journey starts
soul is a wandered, it knows no bounds
from latent desires a dream is found
black or white..dark or gray
thoughts cry out to go astray
for once its dark yet I like it alone
for once its a rebel I carefully hone
I quench desires that read 'expired'
its one life to live so I feel inspired

If I am not right, I better not be
for once I want to be born as 'ME'
I fall, I fly, I soar, I die
I maybe wrong, yet feel the high
happy to belong where my heart lie...
I can now look back to say...it was worth a try:)"

ALIVE I WANT TO BE.......

Alive I want to be......

I spread my wings and soar the sky,I close my eyes and feel the high

as light as a feather I float my dreams,and listen to my heart's lullaby

is this where my heart is? I ask myself,and sooner than I take a dive

I fall and fall in the abyss below,gasping for breath to feel alive

I know I'll take the hit so bad,that never will I wake again

this time I'll bury my heart n soul,never to feel the joy of pain

but I do feel when my heart beats,I still cry when my soul weeps,

so why should I not be alive and let my life take the final leap?

just then I reach and hold my hopes,not knowing if this will break my fall

not knowing if I can hold for long,yet hoping to break the closing walls

with all the might I gather me and push the hollow deep within

a stream of faith that trickles in,fill up the voids to wash my sins

today I am born and born as me,from now I live on and on as me

I spread my wings and soar the sky,I open my eyes to feel the high......

join hands,be one

Terror is on the prowl
there is no where left to hide
in darkness they see light
for they feed on human divide

The Golden Bird is back in cage
when terror and politics take center stage
blame game becomes order of the day
when these Hippocrates cry foul to make hay

Wanton destruction the future face
the time bomb is ticking for human race
nobody will help only you are to decide
take hold of the present and turn the tide

In times of uncertainty,divided we fall
let unity take this final call
join hands to break all existing walls
humanity and peace be the protocol

When soul is bleeding,the heart cries
when conscience is shaky,goodwill dies
don't give up so soon my friend
there is a beginning after every end.
Stand up, join hands,be one.......

I am born

Begining to write this blog today,is like swimming in deep waters for the first time.Its the begining of long lost freedom in my own world where now I breath my innermost desires,fears and passion to experience the freshness of meeting myself in person.
Today I am born and will live on as me......