a moment in life...

There are times in life that make you think
why sail on a ship you know will sink...
you ride the waves, some high some low
uncertain waters,you go with the flow
no shore in sight no will to fight
you kill the hope for all respite
bereft,uncared you drown alone...kicking waters with hurting bones
shoulders heavy,the mind all jammed...aimless plunge to destination 'DAMNED'
deep within darkness surrounds
panic to pain, your senses drown
you feel you are dead or worst, still alive...
the longer it takes the longer the strife
and just when you embrace the end
you witness a moment in time transcend
wheel-chair bound a crippled man
surviving the odds the best he can
A broken soul he tries to hide
behind a tranquil smile of pride
with a will of steel he conquers life
moving ahead though hurdles rife
That moment you look at YOU and think
"I have it all and yet I sink!"
shallow you feel to loose your ground
ungrateful though blessings abound
you just didn't try too hard you know
blamed the world and let it go
cursing life and cussing fate
you miss out the phrase "Its never too late"
though a perfect life is a perfect lie
yet, to perfect life we all should try
be a reason for someone elses smile
a ready shoulder for friends to cry
a laugh,a tear,some sorrow,some fun
give 'a moment of life' for someone!:)

I free the rebel inside...

I free the rebel inside...

Bliss and blessed life goes on
normal and tested from dusk till dawn...
some come, some go
some high, some low
indifferent I sail a placid flow
life moves on, no risk, no shame
I master the craft of this monotonous game...

Though I surrender, I besiege my soul
no love, no lust hold allure
sick and tired of pretentions demure
my 'Being' play dead to life unsure

This world, that Heaven I bequeath to those
who dare not rename a flower thats Rose...
day in day out I perish my soul
live up to a name that means no more

If this is alive..I better not be
I long to live...coz I'm born free.

Of a lonely mind and a forlorn heart
on a road less travelled the journey starts
soul is a wandered, it knows no bounds
from latent desires a dream is found
black or white..dark or gray
thoughts cry out to go astray
for once its dark yet I like it alone
for once its a rebel I carefully hone
I quench desires that read 'expired'
its one life to live so I feel inspired

If I am not right, I better not be
for once I want to be born as 'ME'
I fall, I fly, I soar, I die
I maybe wrong, yet feel the high
happy to belong where my heart lie...
I can now look back to say...it was worth a try:)"